it's not a donut!

This reminds me of the scene in Alien when the juices of the alien burn through every imaginable material and turn it into disgusting goops that drip everywhere. You do not want to see what's under this weird cookie.

So apparently, I got lazy cutting up this huge block of Ghiradelli semi-sweet chocolate (gooood stuff!) And so I incorporated oh-so-yummy large chunks into the batter. This and the fact that I attempted to spatula this onto the cooling rack prematurely resulted in a large gooey slop of chocolate that was located strategically in the middle above open metal slats to fall through like alien blood.

Who wants this special cookie?

patience

December 9 will be 5 month anniversary of accident, and my damn foot still hurts everyday. Even when I'm not moving...

Why????????????????????????????????????????????

crappy thoughts of the day

- the nerdy accountant in ugly betty is awfully cute, why do i think so? cuz i'm a dork and also the fact that i'm smart enough to know that the actor playing him must be hot in real life and they only dorkified him enough for the role

- i'm wasting too much time reloading my last.fm page, who cares if i find out what i just listened to?

- i couldn't remember why my sides hurt today until i remembered that i added on some exercises while waiting for kasper to finish at the gym

- i can't wait to show tammy that after so many years, i no longer have a farmer tan and that i'm somewhat buff again after a 3 year break from weight lifting at ucla

- playing music loud is fun and yet i feel so guilty for bugging people with it

- i still don't know why i'm not sleeping yet considering i only slept from 3am to 6am yesterday

- i'm also wasting too much time on craigslist even though i know 99.99% of the ads are crap

- chocolate is playing: as a child of 25 this is the straw final straw

- music makes me happy, why am i happy? am i happy? should i be?

- i say it's time for a mango mandarin bubble bath, i'll pretend i'm swimming



- song playing, played it a lot in 2004

I was waiting all my life to know you
All about you
And now I'm staring in your eyes ocean blue,
I'm all about you
And in our minds it comes so easily
But there's a feeling coming over me
I wanna show you but there's no way we can really be free
Everybody's watching
Wouldn't it be good if we could be together

Take me away
Take me far away from here
I will run with you
Don't be afraid
Navigate and I will steer into the sun
We will run