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Thursday, December 12, 2002

yay...sigh..it's finals week and i dont' know what to doooo, i only have two finals, one is already done, i'm not liking this stuff too much,
one thing i really need to do is learn how to ask for help, like go to office hours, etc..
i don't know, is it a good thing to struggle by yourself? or is it a good thing to be "independent'? like, i don't even like doing study groups, even if i dont' know anything and i really need help, sometimes i think of study groups as a tutoring session that's gonna waste my time if i already know the stuff
plus, when i don't know anything, i'm reluctant to let anybody know how dumb i am, that's how i never end up going to office hours, nothing more embarrassing to let the prof know who you are and what kind of dumb question you're asking, yeah, i know, i have the totally wrong view of things, and it's gonna cost me....=(