should one believe in signs?

if everything seemed so right and "coincidental", are you forcing it to be or is it really fate?

sometimes i wish i had the ultimate life guide, a person or thing that told me which were the best choices, what to do, sometimes i can be so blind...kind of like anne of green gables in the third book...where is my philippa gordon? for someone so scatterbrained and whimsical, she definitely knew the difference between gilbert and roy...


anyways...in a way, i've always wanted to be omniscient, find out what people are thinking and help them out, but that'd be scary if someone was like that and knew what i thought..., wouldn't want such an unevenness...so i guess i'll be ignorant like everyone else, though i really wish i was and i know if i was, i'd use it to do good...

or...going off topic, if i was, solving unsolved murders and crimes would be nice, lot of crimes where no one knows what happened except for the murderer and the victim (who can't testify)...

mind in somewhat of a quandary....
too bad this blog is so public, don't want everyone to read...
sigh...sorry for wasting your time, i will be writing on paper instead....

wish me luck on the gre
it's next wednesday! ooooooh! =)

worried about applying to grad skool, really gonna hate asking for letters of rec...

ooh, just found out that the paper finally got published!
http://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/entrez/query.fcgi?cmd=Retrieve&db=PubMed&list_uids=12909712&dopt=Abstract